Am I Missing Anything, Really?

I hear so much about San Francisco's wilder sex parties, the Society of Janus munches and BDSM classes, the Good Vibrations Sex Ed classes, and things happening at OneTasteInSF. Not surprisingly, OneTaste has just won the Best of the Bay in the category of "Group Sexuality".

I haven't participated in this sort of thing in years. I think about it a lot. I wonder if I could invent my own sexlife without the help of classes that cost money and time on public transit to get to.

Yes, I can! If I permit myself.

I'm very glad I have a wonderfully active imagination. I give thanks for erotic blogs (especially ones with sexy amateur naked pics), sexy literature from places like Good Vibes, and last but not least, self-loving in bed, naked and stroking all of my body. Until I come in body-trembling, back-bone sliding, tit-trembling, toe-curling, gushing, moaning orgasm.

Now, to find a nice man to share all of this with! And also a woman. Maybe even more men, more women. I feel undecided sexually. I've stepped back from being "on the prowl" for so long.

Everybody always says that lovers come to you the moment you stop looking desperately. Irritating saying, but often true!

How, then, to cure desperation for sexually intimate partnership? By loving myself, whether I have a man/woman/lovers or not. And by realizing that true happiness is found WITHIN ME, and this includes sexual fulfillment. And, God and Goddess willing, I just may find a partner to share all of this with!

I certainly hope so. I'm clear on my sexual preferences. I'd rather get in bed with somebody at some point. Make his toes curl, his dick stand up, his face smile. Let my nipples perk up in his mouth, his semen pool on my tits.

I'd love to tie up and dominate a woman. Suck her tits, make her squirm in a good way. Eat her cunt. Wow. I'd love to give erotic spankings to bad boys and girls (of the consenting adult variety!)

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